Do you ever have one of those days.... (+ film update)posted Nov 13th 2009, 4:39PM
Mood: Anxious
Music: ff7 crisis core soundtrack
weeks
months
years even
Where you feel you speak another language? I have quite a problem when it comes to communicating with people, ie: I'm not great at it. I try to lighten a situation or even place an opinion and end up making things 10 times worse *cries*. But then if I dont speak at all I feel like i'm not making an effort, so.. in that respect I cant really win... =='.
There's just one thing I have to ask if I do say something that you deem insulting or odd or out of place whatever. Do tell me, I maybe an older member of the community but it doesn't mean i'm not learning/ willing to learn. (the vast majority of the time its just a miscommunication, see me as an alien with her own language if it makes it easier).
Social situations both online and off are really difficult for me (a big reason why my huge passion in life is drawing and animating, its like a form of communication for me as well as good fun ^^), so I spend most of my time being pretty quiet, but I wanna be a part of the community, I've met so many nice people here .
I dont know, I just feel kind of out of place all the time =='
So if I say/ have said something thats out of place or make a strange comment or whatever, I'm sorry.
On a lighter note: my films going pretty well ^^.
Sorry its only one screenshot, I just wanted to show you how much its changed since the first piece I put up... 2 MONTHS AGO! YIKES!! D:
I still have so much to do before christmas D: But its reading week next week so I'll have some extra time to really make this thing look like it will be finished D: . (and do christmas shopping LOL *is lazy* ).